Parafrazez: "It hurts me. It hurts me knowing what I've done. And that pain, that pain is with me all the time. And every day I think that if I just, if I just give myself over to the blood, I can make that pain stop. It would be that easy. And every day I fight that. And I am so terrified that one day I'm not going to want to fight that anymore more, Elena. And the next time I hurt somebody, it could be you.
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